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However, we soon realised that both us and the dog had a problem in that leaving him when we went to work would be horrific. This combined with a realisation on my part that I am selfish with my time and energies saw the truth and reality loom over like a dark storm cloud. We had to phone the breeder and leave him back. He was only with us for under 48 hours, but it is a testimony to his character that the impact on my psyche is lasting. Looking at him and playing with him on the morning we were to leave him back has left a scar....my own personality flaws mirrored back to me in his innocent eyes is not something anyone wants to see. It highlights your own flaws.
Tears were shed, and a lot of them.
I cleared my head by taking the bike to ‘Contemplation Pier’ on Mahee Island. A place I always go to when I need to think. I’m glad I did. I miss him with all my heart, but I know the decision was the right one.